Sometimes the Wait For My Change to be Realized, Feels Like an Eternity of my Bearing the Unbearable Burden Psalm 119: 153-160.

Psalm 119:153-160 Living Bible

153 Look down upon my sorrows and rescue me, for I am obeying your commands. 154 Yes, rescue me and give me back my life again just as you have promised. 155 The wicked are far from salvation, for they do not care for your laws. 156 Lord, how great is your mercy; oh, give me back my life again.

157 My enemies are so many. They try to make me disobey, but I have not swerved from your will. 158 I loathed these traitors because they care nothing for your laws.  159 Lord, see how much I really love your demands. Now give me back my life and health because you are so kind. 160 There is utter truth in all your laws; your decrees are eternal.

The Word of God for the Children of God.

Glory be to the Father,
and to the Son, and to the Holy Ghost;
as it was in the beginning,
is now, and ever shall be,
world without end. Amen, amen.

With every botched career move, failed relationship, and deferred hope, we hear that familiar, accusatory whisper in our ears getting louder. “It’s too late now.”

Are you now, have you already, going through that soul shredding separation, divorce? Didn’t get that promotion? “Don’t preach “Just be happy where you’re at.” Another loan rejection? Did you really think this time would be different?”

Your Primary Care Doctor just told you that your heart is showing how tired you are, that shortness of breath you have been having is not due to “just age” but is actually the arteries around your heart working too hard to keep up with stress, and you need to be admitted to the Hospital to determine how close your Heart Attack is. Trust in the Lord with all your Heart suddenly means something else!

Death from a badly diseased poorly cared for heart or Death to those whispers?

“It sucks getting older … it is really a major drain when our body breaks down! And then it becomes to late to do anything meaningful or .01% life preserving.

I still love God with everything I have, but I don’t have that much left anymore.

Does it mean that my love for God is exponentially diminishing, disappearing?

Is it too late for me to pray expectantly for God to lift high my recovery, my rehabilitation, my last ditch, my only once in a lifetime John 16:33 moment?

John 16:31-33 Living Bible

31 “Do you finally believe this?” Jesus asked. 32 “But the time is coming—in fact, it is here—when you will be scattered, each one returning to his own home, leaving me alone. Yet I will not be alone, for the Father is with me. 33 I have told you all this so that you will have peace of heart and mind. Here on earth you will have many trials and sorrows; but cheer up, for I have overcome the world.”

It’s never too late to overcome.

To think and act differently.

To see that dream become reality or overturn 50 years of hard living or regret.

Truth: There are no time constructs or limits in God’s Kingdom, so we need to cease our believing the lies and focus on His truth. Beginning with the best one.

#1: God Never Gives Up

Ecclesiastes 3:11-14 Complete Jewish Bible

11 He has made everything suited to its time; also, he has given human beings an awareness of eternity; but in such a way that they can’t fully comprehend, from beginning to end, the things God does. 12 I know that there is nothing better for them to do than to be happy and enjoy themselves as long as they live. 13 Still, the fact that everyone can eat and drink and enjoy the good that results from all his work, is a gift of God. 14 I know that

whatever God does will last forever;
there is nothing to add or subtract from it;
and God has done it so that people will fear him.

God is the giver of second, third, and 1,000 chances.

He never stops believing in us, and time is irrelevant for Him.

He knows our dreams because He’s the one who imparted them within our minds and hearts when He created us.

The most important truth to remember when being tempted to quit going after a dream or goal is that God never quits nor forsakes us.

He’s always working for our good, always there for strength, and never gets discouraged by our failures, setbacks, or snail-like progress.

Whether you’re attempting to finally get healthy, rebuild your marriage, or restore a broken part of yourself, He won’t give up on your efforts, so don’t let the enemy mortgage any living space in your Temple convince you otherwise!

1 Corinthians 6:15-20 English Standard Version

15 Do you not know that your bodies are members of Christ? Shall I then take the members of Christ and make them members of a prostitute? Never! 16 Or do you not know that he who is joined[a] to a prostitute becomes one body with her? For, as it is written, “The two will become one flesh.” 17 But he who is joined to the Lord  becomes one spirit with him. 18 Flee from sexual immorality. Every other sin[b] a person commits is outside the body, but the sexually immoral person sins against his own body. 19 Or do you not know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit within you, whom you have from God?  You are not your own, 20 for you were bought with a price. So glorify God in your body.

Read the Word of God, study the Word of God, pray the Word of God asking God to increase our faith that He will move you forward to finish a good work in you.

Whether it’s an entrepreneurial venture, new mission or ministry endeavor you’ve been chipping away at for years or a bad habit you’ve been half-kicking and half-bearing more of the burden for decades, it’s simply never too late.

Choose to believe every morning brings new mercies, pressing in with prayer and trust that in God’s timing will be just right. This leads us to the next truth.

#2 Sometimes the Wait is Supposed to Feel Like an Eternity

Isaiah 40:27-31 Complete Jewish Bible

27 Why do you complain, Ya‘akov;
why do you say, Isra’el,
“My way is hidden from Adonai,
my rights are ignored by my God”?
28 Haven’t you known, haven’t you heard
that the everlasting God, Adonai,
the Creator of the ends of the earth,
does not grow tired or weary?
His understanding cannot be fathomed.
29 He invigorates the exhausted,
he gives strength to the powerless.
30 Young men may grow tired and weary,
even the fittest may stumble and fall;
31 but those who hope in Adonai will renew their strength,
they will soar aloft as with eagles’ wings;
when they are running they won’t grow weary,
when they are walking they won’t get tired.

In today’s instantly gratified world, we want immediate if not quicker results.

“We’ve prayed every day for a year, for five years, a decade, for two, three and four of those now, Lord. Why the holdup now? Who, what’s, holding you back?”

But sometimes God’s “slowness” is quite intentional, purposeful and can be an unexpected blessing arriving at a (God only knows) critical moment in our life.

He may be allowing us to sit in the pain or growing process (think cocooned caterpillar) until we’re refined, prepared, and positioned for the right time.

Take relationship struggles, for example. Heart and soul lessons can be learned, and revelations can be experienced during our process of working through a difficult relationship or heavily challenged marriage or a serious health crisis.

Psalm 139:23-24 Complete Jewish Bible

23 Examine me, God, and know my heart;
test me, and know my thoughts.
24 See if there is in me any hurtful way,
and lead me along the eternal way.

When it comes to our personal ambitions, our circumstances, our crises, what if we’re not quite mature enough for the influence/following/success change we have been praying for and working towards…just yet? Our taste for seeing, for accepting, the works of the Lord in our challenges, isn’t sufficiently developed?

It’s easy to mistake God’s slower pace for ambivalence or even abandonment.

It can feel utterly defeating when we still haven’t seen a prayer answered or years of toil come to fruition, but God is faithfully working in the meantime.

When struggling to believe God’s ability or even desire to help us change, the enemy would love for us to believe one of three lies: God’s forgotten about us. He’s obviously punishing us. Or he’s just plain chosen ambivalence towards us.

Maybe God’s trying to “test us” to see if we’ll crack, backslide, complain, etc.

All lies!

Consider viewing perceived delays and elongated struggles as His desire for our completeness instead. Crow’s feet and laugh lines aside, one of the true perks to our aging is seeing so many “waits,” and unanswered prayers come to fruition in ways no one could, would, never have expected in uncountable generations.

Psalm 33:11 Complete Jewish Bible

11 But the counsel of Adonai stands forever,
his heart’s plans are for all generations.

Psalm 89:1-3 Complete Jewish Bible

89 (0) maskil of Eitan the Ezrachi:

2 (1) I will sing about Adonai’s acts of grace forever,
with my mouth proclaim your faithfulness to all generations;
3 (2) because I said, “Grace is built to last forever;
in the heavens themselves you established your faithfulness.”

When you’re tempted to feel like it’s just too late, try to shift your focus to expectation, thanking God ahead of time for the change you’re believing and striving for. This will increase your faith and convert anxiousness to His hope.

#3 If We’re Not Dead Yet, It’s Not Too Late

In this youth-obsessed culture, it’s common to feel pressured to achieve, overcome, and accomplish all our life’s goals before age 40 or even 30.

I remember hitting 35 and feeling so disappointed that I hadn’t fulfilled my dream of getting married. I eventually did, several years later – thirteen to be more precise, but I remember wondering why on Earth I felt so panicked.

I often reflect on Joel 2:28-32,

“In the last days, I will pour out my Spirit on all people; your sons and daughters will prophesy, your young men will see visions, your old men will dream dreams.”

Then I reflect upon this part of Peter’s sermon at Pentecost … several hundred years later;

Acts 2:14-21 Living Bible

14 Then Peter stepped forward with the eleven apostles and shouted to the crowd, “Listen, all of you, visitors and residents of Jerusalem alike! 15 Some of you are saying these men are drunk! It isn’t true! It’s much too early for that! People don’t get drunk by 9:00 A.M.! 16 No! What you see this morning was predicted centuries ago by the prophet Joel— 17 ‘In the last days,’ God said, ‘I will pour out my Holy Spirit upon all mankind, and your sons and daughters shall prophesy, and your young men shall see visions, and your old men dream dreams. 18 Yes, the Holy Spirit shall come upon all my servants, men and women alike, and they shall prophesy. 19 And I will cause strange demonstrations in the heavens and on the earth—blood and fire and clouds of smoke; 20 the sun shall turn black and the moon blood-red before that awesome Day of the Lord arrives. 21 But anyone who asks for mercy from the Lord shall have it and shall be saved.’

Why would God continuously bless both younger and older people with dreams if it’s always too late for dreams to be realized?

Think of all the people who were legitimately old, let alone past 30, when God had just started his “good work” in them.

Sarah had a baby at 90 after she’d given up hope. Elizabeth’s barren womb was dry as dirt until God gifted her with a baby, and Ruth is estimated to be 40 years old (very old for the time) when she married Boaz and conceived a son, and we all know about Abraham. We shouldn’t allow this frenetic, achievement-based culture get close enough to convince us it’s ever too late to experience change.

Not knowing if we’ll ever become better versions of ourselves can be scary and unsettling. But God knows the struggle, and he’s faithful. And from all I observe about Jesus in the Bible, He was never in a rush. God’s in it for the long haul.

He sees the big “forever” picture and understands what it really takes to grow.

He always wants the best for us and is 100 percent committed and invested in our growth. After all, He’s the one who created, imparted our talents, abilities, and passions in the first place. Why wouldn’t He want to see them to fruition?

When we learn to trust God completely, we will be more confident and more peaceful while we allow Him control to work everything for your good, in His timing. You are not the exception to Philippians 1:6: “…He who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus.” Alleluia! Amen!

In the name of God, the Father and God the Son and God the Holy Spirit,

Let us Pray,

Psalm 139 Living Bible

139 O Lord, you have examined my heart and know everything about me. You know when I sit or stand. When far away you know my every thought. You chart the path ahead of me and tell me where to stop and rest. Every moment you know where I am. You know what I am going to say before I even say it. You both precede and follow me and place your hand of blessing on my head.

This is too glorious, too wonderful to believe! I can never be lost to your Spirit! I can never get away from my God! If I go up to heaven, you are there; if I go down to the place of the dead, you are there. If I ride the morning winds to the farthest oceans, 10 even there your hand will guide me, your strength will support me. 11 If I try to hide in the darkness, the night becomes light around me. 12 For even darkness cannot hide from God; to you the night shines as bright as day. Darkness and light are both alike to you.

13 You made all the delicate, inner parts of my body and knit them together in my mother’s womb. 14 Thank you for making me so wonderfully complex! It is amazing to think about. Your workmanship is marvelous—and how well I know it. 15 You were there while I was being formed in utter seclusion! 16 You saw me before I was born and scheduled each day of my life before I began to breathe. Every day was recorded in your book!

17-18 How precious it is, Lord, to realize that you are thinking about me constantly! I can’t even count how many times a day your thoughts turn toward me.[a] And when I waken in the morning, you are still thinking of me!

19 Surely you will slay the wicked, Lord! Away, bloodthirsty men! Begone! 20  They blaspheme your name and stand in arrogance against you—how silly can they be? 21 O Lord, shouldn’t I hate those who hate you? Shouldn’t I be grieved with them? 22 Yes, I hate them, for your enemies are my enemies too.

23 Search me, O God, and know my heart; test my thoughts. 24 Point out anything you find in me that makes you sad, and lead me along the path of everlasting life.

Glory be to the Father,
and to the Son, and to the Holy Ghost;
as it was in the beginning,
is now, and ever shall be,
world without end. Amen, amen.

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